If I had more time, I would have made this blog-post shorter, linear, and clearly to a point.
Blogging is making me itchy lately. Painting seems more important.
My blog. I can do whatever I want. Mwah-ha-ha.
It all started with a
recent blog-post, that was loosely composed around Stacy's trip to Portland. I didn't mention that she went to
Powell's and bought me
James Elkins' What Painting Is
I've only read the first three chapters (and the last paragraph) and I can already tell that if I am ever allowed to teach a painting class again, I will include the introduction and first chapter as required reading. And yet, I wonder if non-painters will revel in the alchemical connections. I wonder if everyone will understand the "
mystery and attraction of pure, nameless substances." When it comes to translating that essence to a classroom, I need all the help I can get. Painting is something infinitely more than the scab of an image represented.

Not only is painting akin to alchemy, it shares nuances with cooking. Or, more precisely, the freestyle make-or-brake concoctions of
left-over cooking. I'll never be able to reproduce my meal above. As Elkins says, "Alchemy is the art that knows how to make a substance no formula can describe." I created my dinner with intuition, not knowing what the end result would taste like.
Mary Addison Hackett recently tried to paint with a representational goal in mind.

She writes of the endeavor: "I wish I knew what goes through the mind of someone who's painting something that looks like something. Like what's their motivation or reward for finishing?
"
This question is timely for
me because blogger
Ms. Brazil recently commented: "
Ok- I have been driven to say this- you aren't going to like it. . . You have an amazing ability (gift) to render- and with soul- its not cold and clinical- that's where its at. Just say no to abstraction and conceptual art."
I have
always struggled with the "gift".
It implies an external power, like the power of flight or invisibility, that
should be used for good or is wasted on evil. It suggests that the "gift" is a clear-cut absolute that is to be wielded with pride.
Alchemists and Painters "wrestle every day with materials they do not comprehend and methods they can never entirely master" (from the last paragraph of
What Painting Is).

Mary helps articulate my ambivalence towards representation when she continues, "My reward is along the lines of, "Hey cool, that vaguely resembles what I intended it to look like." Inevitably followed by, "Now what?" Decisions seem to be predestined to a certain extent and then it's over. I mean, there was some excitement to it. But it happened so quickly. There was no anxiety, no "I have no idea what I'm doing," no sense of being lost, not millions decisions to negotiate, etc. Some play, quite a bit of spontaneity, even, but
it didn't challenge me in the same way that abstract painting challenges me."
James Elkins calls these challenges "nearly indescribable requirements: the precariously balanced viscosity of the pigment, and a nearly masochistic pleasure in uncomfortable, unpredictable twists and turns."
Tonight
James Lavadour opened a show at
Southern Oregon University's Schneider Museum of Art. In triple digit temperatures, I peddled (update: I
pedaled) my bicycle to the opening. I have been anticipating this tightrope walker's exhibition of paintings all summer. Of course, we weren't supposed to take pictures.

My emotions are mixed. His surfaces are too glossy for my present tastes. His palette is dangerously Antique Mattel. He uses the same wood-graining tool over and over again. His paintings are gorgeous.
It all started with a
recent blog-post, that was loosely composed around Stacy's trip to Portland. I've been prepping some surfaces for a new suite, and in the meantime, I have been painting some tiny paintings of Hot Wheels.
Bill Gusky: "That Hot Wheels car was the best in my neighborhood. Anyone who had it was the object of envy and pilfering."
Joanne Mattera "BTW, I meant to e-mail you to tell you that I laughed out loud at
the picture of your wife's shoes juxtaposed against the hot rod. You've somehow defined the male id for the Thinking Horny Guy--not a T or A in sight."
Chris Rywalt "I'm pretty sure I had that Hot Wheels car, or one a lot like it. One of my favorites."
mindsprinter (aka
Rebecca Szeto) "Truly uncanny about them hot wheels. "


Pure Abstractions coming soon. . .