paintings, the guards at MoMA had to ask me to remove my jaw from the recently waxed floor. My response to painters like
Paul Klee,
and Jean-Michel Basquiat is one of pleasure, and not inspiration. In Aristotle's "Poetics" he talks of why we enjoy seeing the "likeness" of something. The pleasure I receive from these painters is one of recognition. I already have an affinity for certain types of paintings. (This affinity stems from a history that is only as complex as my ever evaporating childhood). If I read about the painters who are to be my influences (because I take pleasure in viewing their finished products) I am often disappointed.For many years it seemed to me that to posit "fun" as my greatest influence lacked the seriousness necessary and appropriate to anythig but a tavern conversation. In the case of painters like Basquiat and others, their pleasure from painting has often been labeled decadent, or at best, escapist or trivial. But I feel that in a certain way, fun is always critical: it involves a deflation or leveling of pretentiousness, or the overly serious. The essence of fun is parodic and ironic. But not the sadistic irony that degrades and excludes others in order to justify it's own position of dominance. It is not ironic in the sense that supposes an essessential superiority to its object. I do not see pleasure painting as a form of escapism that avoids "real" and "serious" problems. Others who are serious exclude fun in order to make legitimate their own superior position of knowledge and power. Fun, however, does not position itself as external to seriousness (however much serious discourse tries to exclude it); it is not the negation of seriousness, it does not exclude taking a position on certain issues.
That is why a greater influence on me then any painter in years after my comic book formative years
is the literature of the beat generatiton.Vladimir. Well? Shall we go?
Estragon. Yes. Let's go.
CURTAIN
(Waiting for Godot)
"Sal, we gotta go and never stop going till we get there."
"Where we going, man?"
"I don't know, but we gotta go."
(On the Road)
The first excerpt is full of passivity and the sombre cerebralism of existentialism which did not influence me as much as the second messages' impetus to action and movement which carries a more essential optimism. Although the beat generation's optimism was often confused and naive, it's mood of urgency, determination, and hope, is the prime motivation for my painting. Otherwise, Beckett could easily convince me that anything I do, painting I paint, or action I take, can not alter or mitigate the terrible circumstances of human existence.
So it is, that aside from the beat generations amoral hedonism, the exuberance and ebullience is something that I find infectious. They communicated to me an awareness of existence as possibility, as promise and as wonder that denies the self-limiting cautions and conventions of most people. (Most grown-ups I should say). Play is what informed my paintings of 1993.From Nelson Mandela's Inaugural speech in 1994:
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you NOT to be?
You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fears, our presence automatically liberates others.














